Expressions Finest

Often I open up my word doc and crack on, unbeknown to what I’m even going to write about. This shit comes straight from the heart, and can more often than not be perceived in the wrong way. Cognitive dissonance. A feeling of being somewhat stuck in the middle, indecisive, contradicted by two views or philosophies, a feeling that has become my shadow.

Certain subjects I speak out loud with such enthusiasm, such passion, subjects which I would like to relay to you, subjects which out loud I can speak with such proficiency and certainty. Subjects of controversial matter, topics which could split and divide most unions. Ideas that turn heads when mentioned. These conversations are the everyday for me, as I am one of the many millions of people on this beautiful lifeform we call Earth who has expanded their consciousness, who has experienced “out of this world” experiences, someone who has talked to people from all walks of life. I am an Indigo Child, and this is my opinion;

From a very early age I cottoned on to the fact that there was more to life than the system designed for us. I was to put it bluntly “a little shit” in school. We live in a system of hierarchy, it’s everywhere, in school there was a hierarchy between the kids, let alone the teachers. And trust me, because fucking around, being good at sports and shouting shit out in class was cool as fuck. I quickly climbed my way to the top of that kids-hierarchy. What I didn’t climb was my way to was a good education, or what is considered a “good education”. Looking at it now, if you were to ask me whether I would go back and change it? My answer would be fuck no, but I’ll get to that later.

In school they taught me about the relief the world felt when the devastation from wars leading up to 1945 was finally over, there were no more bombings, no more young men and women being drafted off to produce shells in factories or be on the receiving end of the shells. People felt free, our grandparents, felt free. With that new found freedom they acquired themselves a lovely spouse, a steady job and created a family of whom to live out the rest of their days with, sound familiar?

What I question is the fact that 70 years later we continue to live as if the war is over. I’m not sure if you have noticed but there have been nonstop wars since then. Tony Blair and George Bush invaded Afghan in 2001 and Iraq in 2003, 75% of my lifetime has been spent with war as the typical dinner conversation. Whether that be a war on drugs; race, religion, terror, money, oil, land, whatever you want to put it down to. Populations are being controlled through war, religion and “democracy”, governments using economics to create slaves, media to control, divide and spread fear into people. Elections used as a facade by the elite to control the masses, providing us with a sense of faith into those protecting you, doing right by you.

Yet here we are. Living in a world where 99% of the population (that’s like 6,930,000,000 people) are controlled by the 1%. A world where 56 BILLION animals are slaughtered every single year, yet somehow 1 BILLION people are still living in extreme poverty, meaning they go hungry every day. I like to converse these topics more than anything else, it puts people on edge, people look at me like I’m insane, as if to say, but you don’t live in that world? You’re travelling, you’re working and seeing the world, you don’t go hungry.

And that’s where the world has fucked up.

That’s the exact reason this modern society is falling apart. We all talk about the geniuses of this world, about the technologies of this world, to be thankful for the laptop I’m typing on and the advanced civilization we live in now. For that I am thankful, I am thankful that my parents provided a roof over my head, and fed me every day, I am grateful for the world I have been bought up in. A very intricately designed system, one that if you want to gain all the riches, all the bitches and live a life full of luxury you can very much do so.

But I am not blind, and if you’re reading this, neither are you

Just because we were born into a world where money exists it doesn’t give us the right to turn a blind eye. I have never had to go a day without food, but there are one billion people each day that do. I have never had to experience out of choice living day to day with no electricity, but there are one billion human beings who feel the gruelling emotions of that every single day. These facts get repeated so often we’ve become numb to it and that alone is wrong.

The television, media, advertisements, music, have been telling me my whole life that to be successful I need masses of materialistic gains. I need to be good looking, own nice clothes and a fast car, a sexy body and the latest iPhone. Just fall in line, live your life because the world owes you a debt, the world owes you a life full of luxury, a life full of exploitation at the cost of others. But that’s not what I want anymore, that’s what society wants of me. That’s what the 1% want because they own the businesses that supply those goods, and if me paying into university, creating my own business, buying a huge house, and a beautiful wife deems me as successful, then whom am I successful to? The 99% or the 1%?

As Robert Nesta Marley said when asked “Are you a rich man, do you have a lot of possessions?” in which he replied ‘I don’t have that kind of richness, my richness is life’

Akon, a Senegalese entrepreneur who built himself from rags to riches through music has provided electricity to nearly 80 million Africans. Yet he has received hardly any recognition for his act of kindness. The media don’t want to publicise the brilliance of an African man who built his way up and is helping the people where the government are failing to do so. Instead they would rather plaster the papers with controversial headlines which will split and divide the people.

My point is, when you stop caring about the 99% you fall exactly where the 1% want you.
Ask yourself some questions, answer truthfully and act accordingly
What would I like to achieve in my life?
Am I helping myself to achieve my goals? – If the answer is no, act accordingly, be conscious of your goal, think about your goal, and work towards your goal.

If you have suddenly woken up and realised that your whole life you have been following what society wants of you, firstly I’d like to say, good morning. Now is the time to work on yourself, and I don’t want an excuse of ‘It’s too late’ because that’s exactly where the 1% want you! Xenophobia aka fear of the unknown is the fear and distrust of that which is perceived to be foreign or strange. Don’t be that person scared of change. Some of the best experiences you’ve ever had in your life have been from saying ‘Fuck it, I’m doing it!’ and guess what?! The best experiences you will have to come are from  ‘Fuck it, I’m doing it!’

I can hear some of you screaming at me through the screen, but you work! You live in the system!  At this point, I’d like to settle you down and reiterate over the things that are flying around your brain with such rage you can’t concentrate on what I’m talking about. Yes, I believe it’s possible to live comfortably, and yes there are a lot of people who do live very happy lives within our current system mechanism. Structurally sound, ease of access to anything you need. If the modern society we live in today suits you, then perfect for you, enjoy this modern society to your heart contents, do it with the best of your ability, and absolutely cherish every moment of it.

What I’m tired of hearing is that there is no other way; there’s no other way that we can help, our voices are just too small, or that the usual road which leads back to politics. I’m tired of hearing that there is no possible way to help the 1 billion people that live (survive) on under $1.25 a day, no way can we change the government’s opinion on bombing countries for their resources. No way can we stop the police shootings, or racism. No way can we as a population of 7 billion people come together and act towards change. Studies suggest that 40% of the population are working a 40 hour week, and 9% of the population are working over 50 hours a week. That’s nearly 3.5 billion working class citizens like me and you… Pretty good odds I’d say! But apparently, we can’t help the 1 billion that live (survive) on $1.25 a day. If we provided them with the adequate resources and education needed to sustain themselves, there would be no hunger. You haven’t got to try and save everyone, because that’s ludicrous, it’s a lovely thought, but right now, help in the small ways you can.

A frequent question I get asked is “All the governments are gone, what do we do?”

There is no right or wrong answer, there is no step to step guide on what to do when a revolution happens. I’m not implying we should abolish the system, but we also shouldn’t fear to make changes. The world needs order and a system designed by the people for the people. Throughout our life, we have been manipulated in the smallest of ways to fear change. Think about an ex-partner you wanted to break up with for so long but couldn’t because of your mind questioning the fear of what could happen, or the university you got accepted into but the sickening realization of leaving the only life you know of behind. Now think about all of the amazing things which have happened since stepping into those unknown realms. The new relationships with people you have made, or that amazing job you landed from attending that university. That’s how I imagine a revolution, at first there will be a few tears and a couple of potholes along the way BUT eventually, we will be able to see past that and learn. We know the good and bad events that have taken place since the start of federal governments, we know what works and what doesn’t. We know that human beings aren’t just being, more often than not we can be kind. We know that we can work together and that we have the resources and knowledge to do so.

So we start from the bottom. The education system. The only system that hasn’t changed in years. Technology has grown, our cities have grown, our houses have grown, yet our education system still remains a poorly funded mockery. We teach our kids what is right and wrong, not an uneducated opinion, not a passage of text which the government deems applicable to their needs. We should teach the future of our species about regenerative living; plant-based diets, love, spirituality, nature, health. We teach them to create businesses that don’t exploit the poor and the vulnerable. How to live a more sustainable life. We teach them accordingly to their needs, not by a curriculum which one size fits all, and most importantly we make sure that the teachers, the people who are arming the next generation with knowledge are well informed, not miss-informed.

Listen to talks regarding education on YouTube from people like Ken Robinson or Prince Ea.

On to the next question “So what can I do to make a difference?”

Be conscious of where your money is going, if you want to support the people (us) we have to put the money back into us, shop locally, buy second hand, try not to put your money into multi bullion dollar companies who use offshore bank accounts to avoid paying tax. You wonder where all the money goes? Straight into the deep pockets of the wealthy never to be seen again.

Take note of what’s in your food, where it’s grown, and who has lost out because of you consuming this product. Look into things like veganism, if not for the thousands of health benefits a vegan diet has but for the activism side of it. Besides the Marijuana movement I can’t see a bigger trend right now. There’s a vegan why it’s trending! Because it’s a great choice of healthy living, spiritual connection and activism.
When I’m 70 years old I don’t want to be pushed around a mental home because I weight too much for my knees to handle, I want to be fit and healthy, we’ve got it into our minds that when you hit a certain age there will be someone there for you, that’s not always the case I’m afraid, and if your too bloody fat to get out of your chair you’re going to be in a spot of bother.

Again, be aware of your materialistic spending, I don’t feel as if I need to touch on this too much as it speaks for itself, but do some research into minimalism, or YouTube ‘The Minimalists’. Since minimalizing my life I feel a lot clearer, and that’ not just minimalizing physical items but things like applications on your phone or your unwanted friends on Facebook (Don’t get me started on Facebook, that’s another blog post altogether, which you can read here).

I’d like to talk a little about myself and how I applied these principals to my life

When I was 19 years old I was unhappy on in the inside because my life wasn’t going the way I wanted it to. On the outside I had everything that society deemed as successful, a loving family, great friends, a good job, a nice home and I had recently become a single 19 year old! But it wasn’t enough for me, I was unhappy, unhappy that I was still in the same house I had always lived in, which meant the same town, and the same people. I was going out a lot throughout the week, drowning my sorrows by any means necessary with little recovery periods only to go out and do the same again the following week. My life had become a cycle of eat, sleep, work, party, repeat. Don’t get me wrong, it was glorious for a while, but it’s a vicious circle, and one I wanted out of.

So I saved some money, packed my bags and I left my home country in search of a better life. I sit here today typing on a laptop which isn’t mine, looking into my rather empty bank account, and admiring the one pair of jeans I do own, and I’m thankful. Thankful for the things I do have, such as lungs to breathe with, or the stories I’ve gained through my travel experiences. Over the past few years I’ve explored different continents; living with people from all over the world. I’ve stared in awe at countless sunrises and sunsets, clenched my toes between the soft white sand of many exotic beaches. I’ve glided through the Great-barrier Reef holding hands with a Loggerhead Turtle and skydived over long stretches of white sand with clear Blue Ocean. To spending weeks bush walking through New Zealand surviving on nothing but oats and rice. I purchased an illegal motorbike and drove from the south of Vietnam to the Chinese border in monsoon season. Through many different countries I’ve experienced many different foods, and many different cultures. I’ve slept under stars, on park benches and in 32 bed hostels, and I survived the snoring to tell the tale. The list of experiences I’ve done in the past few years could go on, but what my point is, I’m only 21 years old and I’ve learnt more about myself, and the core values of life through doing my own research, doing what I want to do in life and going against the grain.

I have no career as such, I just pick up work as and where I go, I have no mortgage, no car, very little personal belongings, yet I’ve never felt richer, happier in my whole life, and I still have those key three important things, food, shelter and family.

The last thing I want is this piece to come across in the wrong way, as a massive dig at the way we live now. I’m not stupid, I study history, I’m aware that civilizations in the past didn’t live in peace and harmony, I understand that there is a vast majority of people out there who are living good lives, and are happy with how things are, and that’s great. What we, as a human kind cannot do, if we want to keep reproducing and bringing children into this world, is bring them into a world of utter chaos and controlled democracy, where the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. There are less destructive ways to live in this modern world, like anything they take some adjusting to, but once there I promise you will feel better with yourself and the world you are actively helping to shape.

It goes back to that Native American saying

“When the last tree has been cut down, the last fish caught, the last river poisoned, only then will we realize that one cannot eat money.”

If anybody would like any further explanations into my opinions, please do not hesitate to ask or email me, I would be very happy to discuss either through skype or email Also, if anybody would like to know where I source my educational needs from, send us a message and I’ll get you a list of some really interesting people over.

2 thoughts on “Expressions Finest

  1. Beautiful words! So well thought out and gives you a lot to think about. Thankful to start my weekend with this read! Keep up the amazing work Matt Xx


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